Rainy day

I've aways thought that am one lucky person...

But I guess I was wrong... or maybe, not anymore...

I cant stop crying since I woke up this morning... alot of things came crossed my mind.. i am stil in pain, for a stupid MISTAKE that someone else did. wait, not just once, but too many times...

Its getting unbearable... I cant cope with it anymore...

I feel so depressed and he claimed that I am living in the past.

You wouldnt know, until u face it yourself. Which I pray you will.

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Im sorry, my lil one. Sorry for dragging you into this today. I promise this will be the last day and I will be stronger that you will not see me cry again.

You are the reason thats keeping me alive.

I thank God for giving me, you...