Tuesday, June 30

Wow!

Today, my baby Rayyan Ilhan celebrates his 1st month birthday! Wee...! Mommy's baby dah besar!

I'm so happy and proud to see him grow in front of my eyes.. there's nothing like taking care of your own babies yourelf drpd hantar kat mak bapak di kampung atau penjaga atau confiment lady trend skang ni kan... bab rambut pulak, yang kat belakang dah panjang skit.. tang depan tu samar2 je.. hehe.. just like mommy dulu la tu..

*pic taken today, TJ baju ladybird tu*

His rashes pun dah cool down gaks..hehe.. Alhamdulillah... I was looking forward to meet his paed today and ask her lootsss of qs... but malangnya we missed it. Aiyo, waiting till esok pagi pun is like forever... i hope sumanya ok la...

Oh Yeap, he's now on Bumble Bee Paccy!

Maknya Sgt la tak bergumbira dgn decision ni, but as long as he's happy...Im happy too!

Luckily, my son knows me best - ceh, blum apa apa.. haha... Alhamdulillah and hope he sticks to this habit now yang he tak depend on it so much, which was the reason I was afraid might happen. Pacifier helps him to be calm and sleeps on his own.. but dah tido, dia 'bluek'kan je bumble bee tu.. :P and its not like he wants the pacifier everytime he cries... lil Rayyan still wants his Mommy! Yeayy to that! :D Im always there for him everytime he needs me.. So, Im happy... He loves the comfort suck.. :)

Paccy is not everything ya sayang.. dont go amuk if you dont get your paccy! :D

*first nap with bumble bee*


*1st pic with the paccy!*

**he likes to grab our hand kalau nak comfort... or in this matter the napkin sbb sejuk kot pas mandi kan...?*

I hope he will grow to be a healthy and 'bijak' boy... of coz humble at the same time, respectable too!

And yes, I dont hope and wait for my son (or daughter kalau ada nanti) to balas jasa or menjaga I balik in future... they are my responsiblity and I will always be a MOTHER first and foremost... and not to burden them with problems... try my very best to give them the best of everything and they will understand that money and materials are not everything.. semoga menjadi anak yang soleh dan hamba Allah yang taat kepadaNya.Insyallah.

Kalau in future, mereka nak membalas jasa... Alhamdulillah, Syukur

*Thank you Ibu Ad for the pacifier!*

Saturday, June 27

Diamonds

Yes, I am a big fan of diamonds!

So finally, Amin got me these diamonds to letak on my fone.. been wanting to have this dah lama dah. I dont realy like the design of the fone I am using now. Adanya sticker nih, hm nak kata lawa.. dari jauh je la.. hehe.. tangan seni ku dah makin hilang.. tangan menaip je skang.. Hehe

But it looks alright... Cuma the back jer yg ada sticker, depan lom lagi... Tak tau macam mana nak design...


Amin is gonna go get my spects yg we hantar repair for a year already.. Harga repair RM300 hokay..! Oleh kerana dia Oakley, rasanya berbaloi la since its a new frame... Beli pun was RM900 kan... Nak beli baru, hmmm lagi la tak berbudget... Ni pun dah setahun baru ada $$ lebih nak pegi amik... hehe. The old black one, mmg dah tak kuasa nak pakai lagi... alignment dah larikk.. power tahun 2005 punya.. hmm.. lansung dah seminggu tak pakai.. sakit mata tuhan jer yg tau... 2 malam dah makan pain killer - sakit mata, pening and penat gak la kot... being the one yg paling tak cukup tido, rest and time... Aishhh.. (oklah.. ni bukan blog cerita sedih atau menagih simpati atas kesempitan & malapetaka hidup hakhakhak) SO Horaaayy! Im getting my spects TODAY!

Friday, June 26

Rashes

*1st day*
Hi again!

Rayyan skang ni kena rashes di muka. We first went to SJMC emergency one nite to check, dorang ada evening paed on call. Tapi we missed it. Jumpa doc on call a&e je. He tak berani nak kasi ubat apa2 just mintak to monitor and to ask us jumpa Rayyan's Paed, Dr Sofiah, to check and kasi la ubat yg sesuai. Oleh itu, percaya la, sepanjang dr kecik duk pegi SJMC... first time it was FOC. No kidding yo! hehe. Pastu masa first time they called "Rayyan Ilhan...." dua2 cam blank and 5 saat la baru tersedar it was our turn.. hhe.. first time nama dia dipanggil kan...

No fever. Weight : 4.2 kg yessss...! mak dia dah sonok! haha..

The day after, we made another trip to SJMC to consult Rayyan's paed. She pun terkejut and kesian kat Rayyan. Adoimak. It could be alot of reasons, the shampoo (yg paling kitaorg suspect), milk (but i made sure i wipe his mouth and pipi everytime), apa yang I makan since I fully breastfeed and yada yada... So, we are monitoring everything now to see... Doc gave him ubat sabun mandi, lotion and ubat rashes. It seems that he's getting better. But rashes still there. Harap2 tak lama lagi baik la dia. It breaks our heart to see him with rashes. Dah la kulit selembut sutera. Adoi.

Hope he gets well soon! There's sign of recovering.. biarlah lambat pun takpe, janji baik terus kan? :)

Anyways, Happy 4 Weeks Rayyan Ilhan! Mommy loves you!
Woww... time reallyy fliessss soo cpt sgt!

Sunday, June 21

Happy Father's Day

Happy Father's Day to my Abah! Tho he might not read this.. hehe.. What can I say? I am so lucky to have him in my life.. always been the gentle one, tak garang la what i mean... but, if you get yourself into trouble.. STAY AWAY FROM HIM! Hahah.. bukan anything serious la, looking at him make me feel all bad and guilty...hehe, other than that, Abah (was at first called as Papa, but wanted us to change it as we got older), was always there for us.. just like Mom, did everything he could to give me and my brother the best they can. Alhamdulillah.

Especially to my hubby boo, who will be celebrating his first father's day! Weee! So far, he's been a great dad... as I mentioned before, he was with me everynite the 1st week when Rayyan needed to be fed and changed. But, when he started work, bz all day, I let him sleep lah. But, he still gets up once in a while to help me... He is Rayyan's fun daddy! hehe.. They love to play with each other, and Rayyan pun sgt la excited to be around him. They will have some time together biler Amin balik from work (limited sgt time dia sebenarnya as he always sampai umah pun dah almost 10pm), sing Rayyan songs, zikir, and put him to bed too! Nappy time, Amin will be the one to distract lil Jr from crying... yes, that lil fellow HATES it when we change him, but at the same time very the la fussy, basah skit je nak tukar diaper. He takes care of the 'AIR' department.. makes sure that all bottles are washed, sterialized, my air panas 'full tank', my
breakfast if he has the time, nappy change mmg dia la.. and of coz, my hot MILO before we all go to sleep! Ahh.. he just make everything perfect for Rayyan and I..

Happy Father's Day, baby! You've been great! TQ for all the help and of course we LOVE YOU!


* also to all fathers out there! *

Saturday, June 20

Rayyan is 3 weeks old today!

Today, I had another check up at the hospital.. This time was with Dr Mazidah, I did my blood test weeks ago but never had the chance to go for the review. Sbb always nak kill 2 birds with one stone, jumpa 2 doc at the same time.. mana dpt jack.. hospital tu dah ramai giler org..!

Anyways, the appointment was at 11am. so I tot since I got to get ready and siapkan Rayyan gak, I need to get up way early than I normally do, I mean when I only had myself to worry about. Jam dikunci pada pukul 730am.

I woke up around there, and Rayyan needed his first susu, and biler dah siap... I woke Amin up and minta he jaga Rayyan cos the lil guy tak nak tido balik. I got into the bathroom and showered. Then since he pooped, I gotta give summore time to let him finish his business. When he's done, clean that area and mandikan dia. Amin helped with dressing him up. Luckily by this time Amin pun dah siap mandi.

Sementara tu pulak, I had to pump so we can just bring his milk tak payah la susah2 nak cari a room for his feed kan. Lagipun, Ad baru je kasi the Allerhand bottle warmer hehe boleh la guna terus..! Oh, dpt la dalam 3.5oz. Aiyo, lepas dah mandi kena la dia nak susu lagi... hmm.. by this time we all mmg dah lepas the target time utk kita keluar umah.

Ni pun, diaper bag dah siap pack the nite before.

There were still lots of things that needed to be done. I mean small and remeh things like cleaning up the bottles (well that was daddy's department), cleaning up the room, the laundry, the diaper pail and macam2 la pulak.

Biler suma dah settle, I got dress and bawak la suma ke bawah. Amin installed the car seat and off we go!

Rayyan was behaving well in the car, slept most of the time. Amin dropped both of us off. Waited for him as he pegi park keta. Biler he sampai, pasang the baby carrier and to level 7 to see the doc. Mmg dah ramai org and I pun dah passed my time, so I told the nurse since lambat lagi, we'll go have our breaskfast at the cafe dulu.

Got back to the clinic, was still ada orang lain punya turn, Rayyan again minum susu and by the time abis.. it was already my turn. Yeay..!

Doctor was happy to see me. She said Im looking good. Wow. Not that kind la, cam nampak sihat la kan. Wat the check and blood pressure, everythings doing great. Now we got to set balik the intake for my thyroxine je pulak. I gotta go see her in another 6 months time. Sempat lagi dia pesan, kalau u pregnant lagi, datang awal! hehe.. Insyallah! See she's all positive that I could get pregnant again!

Took my ubat and paid.. and chowzy! Alhamdulillah, Rayyan behaved well all the way home. Only masa nak beli makan, he dah lapar, nasib baik ada susu lebih lagi. Ye, kami sempat gedik2 bergambar. I had a good time. Oh wait, sebenarnya we had a lil secret, ingat nak gi The Curve ok! hehe.. to get more Lamaze toy and also a book for Rayyan. Tapi alangkah sbb H1N1 ni, bapak Rayyan cancel plan terus. Mak Rayyan sedih. hehe.. tapi mmg pun tak patut pegi. Mak Narisha tau, mmg habis la aku nanti! Jadinya, mak Rayyan layan feel kat kedai farmasi dlm SJMC tu je la.. hehe.. jadi la tu... tu pun ada hati lagi nak membeli. Camna la kalau dah abis pantang kan?

eh, tau tak, sgt la haussssssssssssss sehari berjalan2 ok... wah sedap nya kalau dpt segelas coke bersama AISSSSSS... hishh..

Hehe. Enjoy the pics!

Wahhh.. mak dah start gedik balik dahh... mak got her groove back! hehe

Oh biler balik, my mom came home with lots of cute sleepsuits for Rayyan, and the baby box from Mothercare that Ive been wanted. Tapi dia beli yg Winnie the pooh punya, coz dia tak suka the one i want, sabar je la... takpe, duit dia.. hehe comel la gak pun sebenarnya.. more classy. oh, also a bath tub punya seat to help us mandi kan Rayyan... so he can use the bath tub yg But belikan tu.. yeay!

Wow, my baby is now 3 weeks.. its been 3 weeks already ok... Huuuuuuu... I dont want him to grow so fast... uwa... physically he is la, good thing.. hehe..

Tuesday, June 16

Sleepy boy

One sure way to make Rayyan to fall asleep, selain la dia tido ngan mak dia.. hehe.. satu lagi ialah baca Surah Al- Fatihah, Surah An-Nas, Surah Al- Falaq and Surah Al-Ikhlas.

Drpd nangis sekuat alam itu, dia akan benti dan eh eh tutup mata and try to sleep. Wah, ustaz kah anakku? Insyallah. Amin!

Now he dah tak bgn utk tukar nappy lagi, tapi will wake us up for susu... di saluti dgn dendangan tangisan dia... malam tadi, we put him in bed with us... my my... takyah bgn ok! he just bgn utk nak susu and terus la tido sampai ke pagi... wahhh... wahhh... c'mon la.. where can sleep with us..? Got to sleep in your own crib... even during the day, he wants me to sleep next to him on our bed! wahhh manja boy!

yes yes.. wat masa ni kasi chance.. hehe.. baby sgt lagi...

Saturday, June 13

Guitar Hero

Happy 2 Weeks Birthday, Rayyan!

See I told ya, I write bout nothing else but him now.. :)

Okla, cerita lain.. on my brother's birthday.. he got $$ from my parents.. and from that he & Wawa bought the Metallica punya Guitar Hero.. ori lagi hookaayy! and mak aih, baper lama punya tunggu daaaa baru i dapat main ngan menda tu...! hehehe... mmg, penantian mmg suatu penyiksaan, tapi hmmm.. biler dah dpt tu, lebih bermakna... :)

Oh, sebab lama tunggu... game setting suma kat tingkat bawah.. I kat bilik di atas... wat masa minggu pertama tu, I agak Rapunzel ya... tak dpt nak turun.. makanan suma dibawa naik dan turun... jadi, baru2 ni jer la yg saya dpt nak turun ke tingkat bawah...

Jadi, skang nih dapat la bermain Guitar Hero yg dinantikan itu... selalunya I agak bosan ngan lagu2 yg ada.. sama ada terlampau rock, rock yg tak best, tak tau pun lagu tu, atau beat rock melelehhh... nak dpt lagu Metallica punya la susah... so, dah ada nih suka la...! Tapi dr mula main, satu lagu jer yg Ive tried... that is my fave song Fuel! Wooohoo!! Best nak mampsss! Tapi, atas sebab lama dah tak main Guitar Herok nih, jari jemari ku pun agak lemaauuu laa.. lambat tulll nak gerak.. heheh.. coordination pun agak hampehss... So main Easy Peasy jer la.. ala ala, slow steady wat masa nih... nanti la, Rayyan tido lebih masa skit... I akan turun and upgrade skill balik... Apa kes main Easy kan? hehe..

So, hiburkan diri ngan lagu Fuel ku ini dr konserto mereka yg saya sgt suka... S&M! Woohoo!

Bagi semangat skit (lebih kepada berangan!), nanti main cam dlm konsert ni la kan... hehehe

Wednesday, June 10

Update on Rayyan

Hi again guys!

Sorry for not updating and some yang dah tak sms dah suma. Gosh, mmg dah tak sempat apa dah skang nih... Well, Im not complaining tho... spending time with the lil one is the best thing ever. :) Sorry ya, I hope you all understand. :)

We are doing good here. Superb for me as everything mmg dibuatkan... :P Gosh, this is the only time for every woman yg berpantang. Dapat layanan lebih best drpd masa pregnant.

Apa cerita kan?

We got back from hospital on Sunday (31st May), was suprised to see our room. Mom has transformed the room into the nursery. Made last minute decision to exchange room. Sepatutnya I duduk in my old room. Pengorbanan ibu bapa walaupun anak dah besar panjang.

Pantang? Tak strict sgt... :P Apiz comes in the afternoon to hantar me lunch and sometimes if mom has to work late, dinner as well. Sometimes dad cook for me and sometimes Auntie Anin. Yeap, me got my sup ayam already!

Rayyan di suspect ada demam kuning, so last week, Amin and I bawak dia pergi jumpa his Paed @ SJMC. Took his blood test and he didnt cry. Yeay, strong boy Rayyan. Doc said its normal for baby to have demam kuning at his age and told us to monitor and come back in 2 days to confirm. We did, but this time lil Rayyan cried... :P I guess terkezut ke cucuk tiba2 jer pas bangun kot... hehe.. ahha excuses mothers give kan.. :P Waited giler lama for the paed, as she had emergency kot time tu. She checked him and the result shows that Rayyan is OK. Alhamdulillah. Takde menda yg perlu dirisaukan.

He's behaving well. Suka sgt di peluk and dukung. Loves when ppl borak ngan dia... :) and Of coz, milk! I dont mind doing all that for him. Hehe

He's been drinking breastmilk EXCLUSIVELY from day 1... learned to latch from day 2 sebagai pro! hehe.. and only today, Amin got the chance to feed him via bottle before he pegi kerja. I must say, it was kindda hard for me at first, coz I didnt know if I was doing it right or was he getting enough...? but Alhamdulillah... its all better now. Milk van they call me now. Rayyan takes his meals for about 2-3 hours period.

His biggest tak nak is changing his diaper... my my my... its countable la biler he can duk diam situ and let us the job.. he can nangis there forever mcm nak terkeluar anak tekak ok! I hope, it gets better from time to time.. i kindda know his pattern dah... 1st cry- susu, 2nd cry-change diaper, 3rd cry (if any)- susu lagi! and terus peluk and dukung him till he falls asleep.

Oh, last Sunday (7 June), was the day that his tali pusat tercabut.. that morning pun dah cam ski lagi nak tertanggal, we left it cabut sendiri jer la.. ard 4pm.. I was alone with him, 2nd cry- and i changed his diaper... was sOOO happy to see that the tali pusat dah cabut! Wee! Just in 8 days after born! :D

I already had my urut sessions, 3 days in a row..! Wee! Started last Tuesday nite.. the makcik that was brought from Sabak Bernam. A family tukang urut, coz my mom is so very the particular bout this. She wants a malay lady and someone that she knows and trusted. How was it? Ni bukan spa style la... sakit giloss...! hahah.. Esp the second day... but today, the last day was less painful than the earlier ones. Rayyan pun urut gak, I was worried at first, tanya makcik tu... "Sakit ker kalau baby?" and she replied "Tgk juga la, ada yang nangis" Errrr.... ok, but My Mr Rayyan did not cry and he even laughed and talked with the makcik. Good boy! The wait and drama to get this makcik was worth it la... I was even asking myself, sbb dah sakit kan, WHY AM I SUFFERING MYSELF GOIN FOR THIS URUT! But seriously, its all good biler dah abis... :) Me likey! Oh Rayyan pun mandi gak pas dah urut tu... so lagi la dia rasa selesa... :)

My cousins, the girls all came yesterday and walaupun sekejap I had fun! Having them around... Gosh, dah lama giler and I missed them loads! :D

Ramai tanya, dah start boring ker? Woohoo takkan boring, Im at home with Rayyan and boleh online... watch episodes of Full House sampai dah nak abis the whole show tu... and TAK KERJA.. hehhe.. apa yang tak best nya? Yes, im loving every moment of my pantang days! Of coz, ada jer yg ganggu keamanan rakyat tapi gi mamps la orang2 tu... aku dah tak kuasa ngan drama swasta korang.. hmm.. berdrama mama la korang sendiri kat situ sana sini..

Oh, Ive also met my gynae a few days ago... she said that everything in my womb is already back to normal. Also the jahitan is ok and so I will meet her again in 6weeks time to check, and do pap smear! Something that Ive been hmm tangguhkan to buat. Akan nak citer pasal birth controls and yada yada... oh, please remind me to get me Rubella. Since everythings doing well with me, Alhamdulillah. :D Mas tgk kat the ultrasound tu, rindu pulak to see the lil one inside there. Hehe. Kalau tak, tgk gelagat dia and video dia kan... :) Its empty now...

Tho Ive been happy for not going to work, but I MISS MY FRENS THERE! :( Gilerr lama wey! And to Sue, sorry yang.. I bz skang you... Insyallah, esok I call u ok! But yeah, I miss my table.. I miss everything la... even I miss them calling me mak buy (short for mak buyung!) Ok ppl, 1 August, I menjelma semula ok! Wat party up skit... dah lama I tak gumbira sakan2... muahaha...

Oh, that reminds me... on my birthday... Mom, Abah and Johan got me Thomas Sabo Charms! This time its Minnie Mouse, Mom & Pearl with Cloverleaf.. Mmg suprised giler.. senang dah org2 lelaki dlm family ni kan... beli charms jer la skang... takyah kerah otak nak beli present kan? ehehe... we did the usual family thing, to wish the birthday gal/guy pada tepat jam 12 pagi! Wah this time I got to celebrate with the newest edition to the family, and it was also his one week birthday!

Okla, im off to bed now... schleeepyy!
Nites!
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Thursday, June 4

My dear, Rayyan Ilhan

Thank you everyone for all the lovely wishes, presents and those who came to visit us. We appreciate it alot. 

:) 

Life has changed. Its more meaningful, than it ever was.  He's my precious. 

It all started on the 29 May, I had period pain and sgt nak buang air besar in the morning at 6am. Went back and forth to the bathroom for almost an hour. I managed to sleep at around 7am. 

12pm, I woke up from my sleep. Was still having the mestrual pain-like, and pegi lagi toilet. Time ni, I discovered that I was bleeding. Called up my mom and told her. Auntie Anin and Kak Juju mintak I terus pegi ke hospital and so we did. 

We met the same nurse masa the false alarm.. hehe.. she was with me to monitor the baby's heart rate and also the contractions. By this time, I was still bleeding and already 2cm dilated. Sadly no strong contractions. 

My auntie Not came again with his son, Afiq. They were waiting for me at the waiting room la kan :P 

My gynae at that time was bz with another case, in the operating room. Had to wait for her come and check. But, terlampau bz.. she just mintak the nurse to inform me that I will need to be induced. 

Bah! 

She told me the procedure and since my parents was on thier way. I mintak to wait coz I want to see them first. Luckily they got in on time. Around 745pm. The nurse called and asked me to masuk and start with my labour. Around this time gak Amin went to bayar deposit and kira dah admit la ke hospital nih. 

Giler takut... I was given the ubat to terus buang air besar. Heh. Gosh, that thing work like exactly 10mins, just how the nurse said it would! hehe. Another nurse came in to prepare my induce thingy. Letak ubat Pitocin dlm drip. So by right, the opening will bukak by 1cm every hour. 

Im not sure at wat time, maybe at 10pm, Dr Delaila came and check on me. Tgk byk mana nak dilate and she said to the nurse -  "Im going to break her bag" Or something like that la.. sapa nak ingat....? ahaha.. so I was like WOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! scary shitt! but, hey... I didnt feel a thing! hehehe.. drama swasta jer.. hhehe.. so the water just came out like that.. Wahh.. 

Then Ive started to feel the pain. I didnt take any drugs. Didnt want to. Oi, giler kan? Last2 we tot if we want to any drugs, it might as well take th Epi. I agreed to that, coz Epi takkan effect the baby when he comes out. 

I was in pain for a good 2 hours, and deciding wether to take the Epi or not. Hehehe.. and yes! One of the best decision Ive ever made! Hahah... Epi is a fren y'all! 

By this time, it was already 4cm dilated. They called up the Doc to my epi. Gosh, when she came, Amin had to leave the room. Gosh, I was alone with a blur sotong nurse. I was shakin the whole process ok! I didnt know what to expect. I only know WHERE it will be. But wat bothers me is that I dont know and cant see wat the toot was going on on my back. Damn! Dah la masa dia sampai tu tgk Monters Inc! 

I still felt the contrations later. But it goes off slowly, and yes.... I still CAN feel the pain.. but it wasnt so bad as before. It was bearable. Alhamdulillah. 

I still coudnt sleep. Amin was sleeping. Around 12 sumthing I was already 5cm dilated.  I keep on telling my mom on my status. 

Sekali, Uncle Lili, Mom, Kak Juju and Auntie Anin masuk into my labour room! Weee!! Heheh.. best giler... just to say hi and see how I was doing! 

At 2:30am, I was already 7cm dilated. Fast kan? furios tak sgt... Haha lawak ngong! The nurse came and brought in a few stuff and started setting up the place... I ignored her continue watching TV. Macam2 Aznil... yes I remember coz there was no remote with me, Amin was asleep and the nurse pun boleh usha tgk sama time dia tgh prepare. Haha. 

3:30am, the nurse checked me again and and this time I was already 8cm... waaaahhh!! She got out, and prepare more stuff... at around 3:45am, she said to me.. 

"Ok, kita try push sekarang ya?"

Yaaauuuzzzzaaaa! Giler cuak, cam tak prepare... sebelum tu mmg dah puas minum air selusuh... tinggalkan skit jer utk future kononnya. 

Since I was on Epi, I cant realy rasa the contractions to start 'pushing'... coz biler nak push tu la, u kena rasa contractions... baru la push, and baru la the baby will move... 

for a 15mins pushing... sempat lagi clear kan ngan nurse "how the hell do you 'push' la wey?" heheh she explained and even turned off the Epi so I can rasa the contractions... Hoowooo

i was shivering like mad...! I guess I was sooo sooo nervous... didnt know wat to expect...Luckily I had my coach with me.. hehe.. he was the one who helped me to senangkan the process... made me visualize how to push... :P 

The nurse said that I need to get the baby out by half and hour... if not akan di vacuum.. lagi la we tried harder.. then she called my Doc. She came and masukkan her jari and asked " Can you feel that?" " Thats where your baby head is now is" 

Woo ok, mmg tak jauh.. so I build up confidence.. and also by then.. No more stopping for breath.. I need to continously pushing... few minutes after that lil Rayyan was OUT! Hehe.. He cried, and I cried.. tears of happiness and cam tak percaya that this is happening.. My baby is here to see us! Such a magical moment... 

So Amin went to follow him... and the nurse pun start membuat semua menda yg diperlukan.. doctor pun sama.. I guess I was so tired that I just baring situ and looked at Rayyan. 

Amin pun sambil mengarah ke kiblat, and mengazankan kat telinga Rayyan. Wow, Im so proud of him.. :) 

Tak lama pastu, i started to muntah, ye la, lepas Epi sure akan muntah. Sian nurse tu sibuk jer nak tunjuk "Here's your baby.. Look, Hes a boy.....yada yada..." 

And I went, " Kak, jap jap... UWwwwwekkk!" Hahaaha... sian dia semangat kan tunjuk baby baru i kat i yg sibuk lagi nak muntah... bistu, camna kak nak tahan muntah? 

BabyRayyan was all wide awake from the start...  Dah siap bersihkan dia, I rest for an hour there till they transfer me to my ward... The nurse pun bgtau the berita to my family... :)Baby Rayyan greeted them with "Uhhh"... SO cute!  They all pegi ikut Rayyan to the nursery... Kak Juju even took his one hour old photo.. 

Amin tak sempat sehari... infact still in the labour room, asked when will we have the 2nd one? Muahaha..  With Epi, no prob baby! heheh.. 

I thank Allah for this beautiful gift to our family... He's such a good boy since dlm perut lagi... and also funny too! :) 

Rayyan Ilhan b Amin 
30 May 2009
4:12am
2.89kg
3.55cm
Sime Darby Medical Centre, Selangor

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