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happy 26th anniversary,
abah and mama!

Fantasia Bulan Madu

Fantasia Bulan Madu
Zahid

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[as promised to my Lolas]

quot

Sometimes in order to help He makes us cry
Happy the eye that sheds tears for His sake
Fortunate the heart that burns for His sake
Laughter always follow tears
Blessed are those who understand
Life blossoms wherever water flows
Where tears are shed divine mercy is shown
- Jalaluddin Rumi

Be content with what you have
Be satisfied with your dwelling place
to accommodate your enterprise,
Restrain your tongue,
And shed tears of regret
regarding past sins you committed knowingly,
and those you do not recognize.
- Abdullah bin Mas'ud

Forgive him who wrongs you;
join him who cuts you off;
do good to him who does evil to you;
and speak the truth even if it be against yourself.
- Inscribed on the prophet (salAllahu alayhi wasalam)'s sword

surveyyyy

1.Last person who wrote you a testimonial:
my couzie, Alia

2.Last movie u watched:
GUBRA!!

3.What do people first notice when they see u?
"ohhh god, shes still fat...? and getting married in two months.. giler ker?" haha

4.Do you like peanut-butter?:
with jam, yeah.... i miss irfah :(

5.Most memorable place:
ssp :)

6.Do you read comics?:
nope... sometimes dlm newspaper jer..

7.What's your favourite restaurant?
daves...!! uwaaaa.... daves just turned non-halal!! uwaaa...!!

8.do you have enemies?:
i dun consider anyone as enemies la..

9.You like to go out grocery shopping?:
sometimes...

10.Can you dance?:
yeahh baby..!

11.Do you believe in God?
yes... the reason im STILL alive...

12.First thing to do when u wake up tomorrow?
mandi and gi class...

13.Where are you right now?
home

14.Your name spelled backwards..
ahsiran... :)

15.Where were you born.
assunta hospital, PJ

16.What is the last thing you downloaded
hmm... my notes..

17.Last time you swam in a pool?
4 mmonths ago..

18.Are you registered to vote?
not yet... dun think i will....

19.Do you have a car ?
im using daddy's car... wait, actually its my moms.. car own my own.. not yet... get back to me on this... hmm on Friday perharps? hehe

20.Do you like rollercoasters?
yeahhh... but since the wiped out in dreamland made giler pening dah..

21.Chattin with...?
mr3003, pat, ard gmail chat..

22.Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
sky diving...

23.Are you shy?
very the

24.Do you think you're popular?
nah... i dun think so.. acehh..

25.Chips or popcorn?
chips

26.Are you a good cook?
can do laaa... ask amin... acehh..

27.Best thing in the world
internet hahaha

28.Have you ever broken a bone?
nope, alhamdulillahh

29.Have you ever won a trophY?
yeaahh... masa kat ssp for a tournament, masa kat sri aman almost everyweek naik stage coz dapat class terbersih and class kedatangan tertinggi... perghhh, tgk la sapa ketua tingkatan kan? muahahah

30.What is your favorite board game?
Cluedo, Garfield

31.Do you bake cakes?
nope, suka giler nak bake cakes...

32.Last thing you bought at a pharmacy?
the last time i went, i was with mr3003... so kira he la yg beli... alot of things la..

33.Do you believe in love at first sight?
yes

34.Whats your favorite song right now?
caramu

35.How many pairs of shoes do you own?
4 kot..

36.Last song stuck in your head?
the song im listening to... anuar zain's mungkin

37.Any pets?
nope..

38.Worst Local TV show as of the moment?
my god, susahnya soalan nih... byk sgt... hmmm.. tanya linda [heheh anti sgt], cit cat Azwan...

39.Color of most clothes you own:
black

40.Whose picture(s) do you carry in your wallet?
mr3003

41.What were your last prayers to God?
last nite, to tarik nyawa... coz im loosing myself dah..

42.How many friends on friendster?
262 friends

gubra

why do we must hurt the most, the ones we love the most?

watched GUBRA today... and it was great..!
its alot better than SEPET... yeah, if u loved SEPET, then for sure GUBRA pun lagi best...

with all the hidden meanings, the ART [i respect Yasmin Ahmad for that la..], the selambeness and also the kesemulajadian pelakon... hehe.. perghhh, one of my fave local movies...

oh wait, if u didnt know, GUBRA is the sequel of SEPET... hehe
i so wanna watch it again la..

[trailer] [official site] [yasmin ahmad's blog]

fantasia bulan madu

this is dedicated to my Lolas...

when we lepaked dulu, this was one of our fave songs... yg hotwired nyanyikan... and if u dun know, the vocalist [moq] used to be the vocalist for the rock group Search... yeah, when Amy left the group.

anyways, the song is called " Fantasia Bulan Madu " [feee wwitttttt] haha... and sang by ZAHID!! [so this is super duper yay for me]

download this song [here]

enjoy!!

*u haf to haf " Quiktime Player to play this video... :)

depressed

i'm depressed...
i'm lonely...
nuthing can make me happy anymore...
fuck!
call me drama queen, this is what i really feel...

survey2

01. Eyeliner or mascara?
:: hmmm i want both la... with just one tak lawa... aiyak... ok lah, since my eye lashes 'blehhh tahan' punya power [ahaks] so i choose eyeliner la..

02. Louis vuitton or dooney & bourke?
:: LV rules... heheh LV penang heheh [i miss that place la Jess, we go there again before me kahwin ok??]

03. American eagle or hollister?
:: hollister kot....??!! tho i tak tau apakemendanya nih...

04. Dolce & Gabana or loius vuitton?
:: LV baybehhh

05. Skirts or pants?
:: i love skirtsssss..!! tapi apa kan daya.... huhuhu

06. Socks or leggings?
:: socksss pls... :P

07. Hoodies or jackets?
:: hmmm jackets la kot..

08. Heels or sneakers?
:: sneakers... for my everyday sempoi jalan2 style... but i love heels... nanti when i start working la..

09. Straight or curly hair?
:: straight... not rebonding type... just wavy la... aiyoo, senang ckp, just like my hair.. only healthier... hehe

10. Hoop or dangling earings?
:: bothh... dangling la... hoop dah bosan abit... [jess, it was nice la, u only tak biasa...!]

11. Side bangs or one lengthed?
:: bangs bangs

12. Gemma Ward or Adrianna Lima?
:: Adriana Zaba... :)

13. Your best color:
:: purple

14. Victoria's Secret or Bath and Body Works?
:: VS, ive seen some of their products... the other one tu takpernah yet... so i dunno..

15. Smoothies or lattes?
:: smoothies...

16.diet or regular sodas?
:: regular... so busan with diet sodas... tak merasa la...!! but i dun haf it often la..

17. Water or daquiris?
:: water

18. Pearls or diamonds?
:: diamonds pls...

19. Vintage or boho?
:: vintage... but i look boho bagss.. hmm.. some of them la..

20. Marykate or Ashley Olsen?
:: i dunno the diff... always ask alia to know which is which.... and i willl always lupa...

22. Ipod or cell phone?
::cell phone please.... hello, my cellphone is my ipod ok!! its my radio in the car...! hahah [me too jess, i cannot tahan all these kids going around places with hanging ipods... in class ipod, tunggu bus ipod.. aiyahhhh im getting old]

23. Friends or family?
:: do u haf to ask? no matter how much i love my frens, family comes first... family maaahhh

24. Lip gloss or chapstick?
:: lip gloss... :)

25. Manicure or pedicures?
:: both..!! i so want to haf pedicure la... !!

26. Mac or sephora?
:: MAC laa.. sephora ada ker kat Msia nih? anyways, MAC are suitable for asian nyer skin.. well, thats what i heard...

27. Tiffany's or chanel?
:: TIFFANY

28. Love or peace?
:: peace... :)

29. sunglasses or purses?
:: purses... ehh both..! hehe

X what you have:
[ ] an ipod -
[ ] tiffany's bracelet/necklace
[ ] a Louis vuttion purse.
[ ] a coach purse
[ ] a dooney purse
[X] anything dior
[ ] a personal laptop.
[X] a cd player. [thats not working]
[X] a stereo.
[ ] a spice girl cd
[X] a cosmo girl magazine.
[X] a teddy bear.
[ ] a build a bear
[ ] an American eagle purse.
[ ] abercrombie jeans.
[ ] a hot topic shirt.
[X] a cell phone
[ ] an aeropostale shirt.
[X] a big screen TV.
[X] the mean girls movie.
[ ] a TV in my room.
[X] a big bed.
[X] diamond earrings.
[ ] a pearl necklace.
[X] a prom dress. [ i haf two that both dah takleh nak pakai...huhuh]
[X] a book.
[X] a myspace.
[ ]curious perfume.
[ ] g-unit sneakers.
[X] a black shirt.
[ ] abercrombie shirt
[ ] converse [ i used to]
[X] diary or journal
[ ] pink nail polish


Girl Knowledge:

Do you know exactly where the blush goes?
:: yaaa.. even Yana knows mana nak apply pun... :P

Would you say you know how to put on make up?
:: not really.... i need somepne to teach me..

Do you know how to french braid?
:: nope...

Do you have a specific color of cover up or foundation you wear for skin?
:: nope

Do you wash your face at least once a day?
:: if u still dunno me... i haf no dicipline... so, miss la sehari dua utk nih suma...

Do you know what kind of lip gloss can make your teeth whiter?
:: ada kaa?

Do you use an eyelash curler?
: nope i dun... wanting to get one...

Do you use water proof mascara?
:: i used to... i hardly wear make up la nowadays...

Does toothpaste really help acne?
:: hmmmm yeah actually...

got this survey from Jess... thanks girl... banyak gak menda i hafta search to know the meaning hehehe... tu yg buat lagi fun tu... :)
going to continue with my assignment...

buhbye!

caramu

Cara Mu
Nikki & Zahid

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Caramu dan caranya berbeza.

Zahid:
Di sini bermula pertemuan pandang pertama
Hanya dingin bersuara tapi tidak terkata
Siang tercari-cari malam termimpi-mimpi
Gadis yang di impi mungkinkah jadi realiti
Personalti, hati budi ingin ku kenali
Dan tak dengar fantasi, pria fantasia
Kini kembali, hey Nikki penglipur lara
Alunan suara mula bercerita

Langkahmu yang menggoda
Gayamu mempesona
Jelaslah kau jatuh cinta kepadanya
Malang kau hanya dianggap fantasi atau jelmaan
Di dalam angan-angan yang dia ciptakan

Dalam khayalan kau rupawan
Selama-lama kau didamba
Namun hakikat kau sering saja dipergunakan

Caramu dan caranya berbeza
Ini semua permainannya
Baik lupakan saja kerana kau
Jika bersama dia hidupmu kan sengsara
Berkali-kali telah ku ingatkan

Langkahmu makin dekat padanya
Ingin menjerat akal mu pasti lena dibuai katanya
Telah ku kenal si dia
Yang hanya pandai berpura
Memikat dan menawan mangsa 'tuk diperdaya

Dia janjikan kemewahan
Dan perkahwinan keindahan
Namun hakikat kau sering saja dipergunakan

Tak sanggup ku lihat kau derita
Menurut segala mahunya
Kau keliru dan kau tersiksa
Cintamu hanya dipersia

Zahid:
Hey Nikki! What?
Wo..tiada ku sangka begini jadinya
Lembut lidah manis kata semuanya dusta
Diperdaya janji semua kosong belaka
Masa dan tenaga disiakan begitu saja
Rupa parasmu buatku tertawan
Lenggang lenggok pinggulmu
Yang jadi bahan tatapan
Yang ku inginkan kejujuran
Tapi pembohongan yang kau berikan
Seperti peribahasa
Tiada beban batu digalas
Tanpa cintanya diriku kini bebas
Ku berserah semuanya pada Mu Tuhan
Setiap yang berlaku pasti dalam ingatan
Kini ku tahu manusia semua berbeza
Inginkan kemewahan bukan persahabatan
Benar kata mu ku hargai nasihatmu kawan
Cara kita berbeza

click [here] to download this song

bingung

Bingung
Amy Mastura
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Setiap langkah ku atur
Semuanya tidak betul
Katamu tidak teratur
Ku bersabar ku perbetul

Namun langkahku tidak betul
Segalanya yang menyusul
Katamu tidak teratur
Ku bersabar ku perbetul

Ku cuba fahami segala
Namun berat jiwa
Untuk ku mengalah lagi dengannya
Ku cuba selami semua
Namun apa daya
Untukku mengalah lagi dengannya

Bingung dengan cinta (yang pertama)
Bingung dengan dia (yang melanda)
Bingung yang ku rasa (jiwa ini)
Bingung yang melanda

Bingung kerana cinta
Kerananya ku merana
Bingung kerana dia
Kebingungan yang menimpa
Bingung yang ku rasa
Bingung yang melanda

Bila mula ku berkata
Ada saja yang tak kena
Ku akur dengan semua
Ku bersabar ku perbetul

Inilah ragam manusia
Ku turutkan segalanya
Ku terpaksa dan dipaksa
Ku bersabar ku perbetul

Oh kerananya ku sengsara
Tak ingin lagi bersama
Ku percaya hati luka ini
Akan bahagia tanpa dia

survey!

1) Who's at home now?
* mr3003 yg tgh makan cake..

2) Did you go out yesterday?
* ohh yes... the whole weekend i was out..! giler babs!

3) Who did you go out with?
* saturday, i went out with mr3003, gi Citra to take our measurements and then to wisma yakin to send his kain to buat baju nikah.. then gi OU pulak for dinner...

4) What time did you wake up today?
* around 1230pm

5) Did you go anywhere today?
* yeah.. i went to citra, coffee bean, euro moda [all kat ampang] and OU

6) What did you do there?
* citra to meet our designer to make my mom's baju for my reception,then to coffee bean for lunch, euro moda to buy kain for my parents... and then OU to collect my mom's spect.. and then haf dinner kat jake's place with mr3003.

7) How old are you now?
* 24 still... :)

8) What do you call your mother?
* mama...

9) Are you and your mom on good terms?
* yes we are... saddest part is biler nak kahwin.. we get real close.. :) we faham each other more..

10) Are you the only girl/boy in ur family?
* yeah... :) sometimes i wish i was the only boy in the family... boys get more attention tau tak!

11) What perfume/cologne are you using now?
* ferragamo incanto dream

12) Who did you last talk to last night?
* mr3003

13) Are you spoilt?
* yes... very the...!

14) Do you want to get married?
* in 2 months and 3 days [how time terbangkan diri kan? :P ]

15) With who?
* mr3003

16) Where do you think your friends are now?
* at home.. sleeping

17) Do you think your friends need you now?
* no. i dun think so..

18) Where do you wish to be?
* heaven :)

19) When will you be buying a car?
* mom is buying me a car.. and once i start working i will continue bayar sendiri the balance.. ohh the ques is when kan? she's still deciding.. after wedding or next month..

20) What type of car do you want to buy?
* proton savvy R3.. i want in black, but mom loves green.. how leh?

21) If you were a car, what type will you be?
* jaguar.. acehh...!! or the bmw 5 series.. SUPER SEXY kay!

22) Who do you wish to meet now?
* my grandma.. i wish shes ok now.. wanted to jumpa her tadi.. but i was so tired to drive... will go see her tomoro after class.. :)

23) Do you want to meet Ronaldinho?
* can laa... he's good!

24) Who do you approach when you have a problem?
* most of the time its mr3003.. im trying not to turn to anyone anymore... gonna settle my own shiet.. by myself.. wish me luck! :)

25) What do you want for your birthday?
* seriously.. i want that day to be the happiest day of my life... tak nak ada sorang pun yg rosakkan the day.. so that suma menda yg di plan for the jadi super smooth. nuthing more and nuthing less. [aminn....]

26) What do you wish for new year?
* aiyahhh... tu nanti la..

27) Would you like to have a tattoo?
* no. thank u.

28) How many kids do you want?
* 3-4.. hopefully tak ngada and poyo and berlagak bagus cam mr3003 haha

29) Any homework?
* yeahhh... one due this thursday..

30) Are you listening to any music now?
* nope.. watching A1GP

31) Do you believe in miracles?
* yes

32) Do you believe in fate?
* of coz...

33) When did you last cry?
* hmmm yesterday... nangis sampai dah basah baju...

34) When did you last smile?
* hmm.. tak ingat..

35) When did you last receive a gift?
* hmmm last week.. from alia.. a ring she made from beads

36) Who has the cutest smile you ever seen?
* lil Yana..

37) What do you want to tell your crush?
* i dun haf any... ... ...

38) Why are you answering this bulletin?
* cam best jer soalan dier.. and kebosanan as well...

39) Do you kiss your parents good night?
* nope... tak pernah buat pun since i was hmm 7 kot..

40) Your hair colour?
* black.

41) Hairstyle?
* dry [hahah sama jess]

42) Are you being loved by someone?
* yes :)

43) Any wishes?
good nite!