Saturday, March 7

I wish

I wish, I have chosen a different path in my life... 

I dunno where exactly... but, I think somehow, I would be happier...  

Of coz, I am thankful for everything that I have... but, I just think, things would be different...a better kind of different. 

Well, too bad... i am here now.. i cant realy say Im stuck.. coz I know, I can get out of this.. 

but it will only make things harder than what it already is... 

*sigh* 

i just want to know... 

if everyone around me is just as unhappy as i am? 

or is it just me? 

is everyone out there, screaming deep inside their souls to get the hell out? 

but, haf no clue... what it is that they realy want?

I guess its just a matter of time... till I have the courage... to act.. 

Forget bout courage, i think I can do without it, coz it'll take more time...

I will, I will move on...  one fine day... 

Friday, March 6

Tirai AF7

So, ppl... here is the story I was telling you about.. bout work that I cant reveal.. 

For this year punya AF7, they called me up and enquired bout our place.. bout having their Orientation Week here... Just because our place is so perfect for them, secluded from the kekecohan manusia.

I went back and forth to meet my Md, for him to approve this event Alhamdulillah, thanks to him, he agreed.  Then it was back for me with the ASTRO ppl so prepare and plan their needs and secret routes to their rooms. hehe. 

It was fun.. the whole one week, I must say, they are just one of my bestest clients.. coz, they hardly bising bout anything.. just tell them once, what we have and dont have.. our procedure yada yada... and well, everything just went soo sooo smoothly.. 

Cikgu2 yg came to our place was Acis, Fatimah Abu Bakar, Siti Hajar and Ida Nerina.. 

Apa apa pun, I wanna say thanks to my operation team for all their help. Everyone was happy of the outcome, hehe.. we all sgt la secretive.. thats how much we care... unit bangunan pun kitaorg tak bgtau tau.. hehe.. told them it was just ASTRO meeting stuff... hehe.. nasib la! 

Yesterday, was their last day at our place.. and Sarimah, one of the host, but the main host for TIRAI AF7, came to our office to do the host-links- if you what that is! hehe... I must say, she's pretty frenly... Serious! The girls in my office wanted to amik gambar, tapi segan la pulak, hehe, so I asked Jay(one of the crew) to help out la..  she pun ok ok jer nak gambar.. 

Check out our pics down here... hehe.. berlakon2 kat our receptionist punya counter... hehe


From left; Me ( soo faaatt loorrr), Patty, Ina, Sarimah, Sue (tongkat sorok ker?) and Haizan

Nanti tgk ya Tirai AF 7 malam ni.. hehe.. I know its at channel 104, but not sure wat time.. 830-900 tu try jeer la tgk... hehe 

Thursday, March 5

28 weeks - 7 Months!

You're in the home stretch. The third trimester typically starts at week 29 and lasts until week 40 and sometimes even beyond. (Don't worry -- 42 weeks is the maximum! After that, a woman usually is induced to give birth.) Most women gain an average of 11 pounds/ 5 kilograms during this trimester.

By this week, your baby weighs nearly 2.3 pounds/ a little over 1 kilograms and may measure 14.8 inches/ 38 centimetres from top to toe. At about this time, your baby can open his eyes and turn his head in utero if he notices a continuous, bright light shining from the outside. His fat layers are forming and his fingernails appear. 

You're probably vacillating between feeling as if you've been pregnant forever and being nervous about labour and birth. Checking off things on your to-do list can help. Start selecting possible baby names and begin thinking about life after the birth as well.

You'll probably be seeing your midwife more often in these last few weeks.

Planning to breastfeed? Then look at our complete guide to the first six weeks.

• Note: Experts say every baby develops differently -- even in utero. These fetal development pages are designed to give a general idea of how a fetus grows in the womb. 


Me at 28 weeks

> I still have no appetite to eat... but i eat alot more than before...  i kindda force myself to finish every meal... tak sampai half, dah kenyang and tak kuasa! 

> In terms of habit, I cant stand having long nails.. panjang 1mm pun, i will straight away cut it real short...! hehe.. 

> I can consider my tummy still kecik, but some ppl say that after the 7th month, it will start to get BIGGERR! it doesnt matter, as long as the baby is healthy inside the tum tum.. 

> temper yg dah start makin menaik... I cant stand weak ppl.. who merengek or say " taakk tauu"... ergh! Annoying ppl.. I cant stand.. and Pls dont come near me.. 

> I need straight answers when i ask u things.. tak payah la nak wat lawak or wat wat konon cute..  

> Ive started to wear  maternity clothes that my Maksu bought for me, also the white blouse Kak Nora (my cousin in law) hand me down.. 

> For my next check up, my mom will join me! Yeayy! Never tot that she will be interested, but she asked, so goodie! Me likey! At this point, all mothers to be need is their OWN mother to be there kan? Alhamdulillah, I have her..   

Eiffel Tower




I like the last pic... Wwweee.. cantik!  

Monday, March 2

Sunday Nite

Yesterday, I was on duty and got to come to office. Ada pulak event ari ahad kan.. Plan to after work, pegi my check up kat Subang Jaya. 

But, since dr opis lagi, the rain started flowing heavily. Naik atas, tunggu org yg duk umah tgk tv the whole day tu utk mandi pulak, tapi rain still masih lebat la sgt... Tapi perut dah lapar, we decided to cancel plan and go to OU. 

Ive been wanting to go watch a movie. Its been so long, since MAMMA MIA rasanya.. lama kan? 
Nak tgk Benjamin Butang tu.. tapi ticket paling awal pun dah sold out, tak kuasa la nak tunggu kul 10pm when the show pun dah 3 hours. Giler mau tido kang nak tunggu Brad Pitt tu jadi hensem. Dlm keta lagi dah tido sbb kepenatan bekerja sepanjang hari. 

So we decided to watch Seven Pounds instead. Bought the tickets and off to Nandos for dinner. 

We got back to GSC at 915pm, just in time for the show.. 

Funny, once we sat kat our seats, and looked around... and ternyata, lupa camna rasa duk dlm panggung wayang nooohhh..! Hehe.. 

The seats were ok, just towards the end, the guy at the back of me were kicking... nak je aku sepuk, tapi I was so kesabaran! hehe. So Alhamdulillah. Oh, the lil one was kicking actively in the tummy... suka tgk wayang ker? hehe.. bagus, boleh teman i nanti...

Anyways, the show was good, we liked it very much. I also loved the songs in the movie. Best giler rasanya... hehe.. The story line sgt la suspen, kadang2 terasa cam tgk citer antu pun ada gak...  even when ur in the middle of the show, u'll still be so blur and making alot of conclusions of your own. Kadang2 lari tune gak dr sebenarnya. 

The only thing that I dont like was dia punay videography la, duk main blurry effect tang background yg sgt heavy punya... aedoi! sakit mata, lagi2 skang ni dah la pakai spect lama, eye sight makin rabun.. cesh, I think my eyes were having a tough time to adjust tau... but only to some situation and scenes la.. not all the way... so, its still bearable. Unlike EagleEye. 

The best part, hehe.. bukan nak 18sx.. tapi, the making out scene between Ben Thomas and Emily Posa.. Woo hoo! haha.. terasa ok! Will Smith being smooth as he's always been. Cair jap! haha.. Walaupun la sekejap, tapi feel lebih! Haha.. I mean, it just brings back memories from the past. Im sure all of u pun pernah merasanya. 

Will Smith played a very good act, esp bab emotion gitu kan. Ada la, beberapa kali I cried watching this movie. As I said, emotional mmg deep la gitu! 

I recommend you go get a ticket for this movie. Esp, if you are a fan of Will Smith. 


Sunday, March 1

Feeding Bottle

And for feeding bottles, we have decided to use this brand! hehe.. Remember in my last entry, that I have fallen in love with this bottle? Hehe.. 

It will the TOMMEE TIPPEE Closer To Nature Polypropylene Bottle! 

To me, the shape of this bottle is so... how a bottle should look like. sgt Ergo la konon nya.. hehe.. Other than that, it is BPA Free and has a tecnology of anti colic.. something bout the valve.. 
And check out the teat.. haa, best giler ok! hehe.. Rasa cam cukup puas la kan? Heh...! 
The price for this bottle, is ;-

1) 260ml = RM30.90
2) 150ml = RM29.90

And I think we will just buy 4 units.. 2 of the 260ml and another 2 for the 150ml.. kan? Or sumthing like that.. maknanya takyah la byk pun kan.. I dun think we need alot! 4 is enough for one baby.. hehe.. kan? 

Breastpumps to choose from...

Ok, I think I have decided... last nite after the talk we had with Ina and Zaen... they advised us to just buy the breast pump, after the baby comes.. hehe.. yeah ok.. just wat I need to hear.. hehe..

I was having err.. wait, I was confused actually as to when and what kind of breast pump I should get for myself.

The manual type of the eletric type? From Avent or Medela?

Erghh.. its not easy Im telling you... cost even the chekai manual breast pump is already RM200! I kid u not.. so, not that I have anyone yg I can borrow it from.. wait seminit, I dont think I want to share with anyone pun.. hehe..

Let me show ya, the breast pumps that are in the market, and these are the options I have now with me. Click on the link to read the descriptions of the product.. 

1) Avent Isis Manual Breast Pump - RM 219.00 (mothercare/babyjaya/mybbstore), RM249.00 (lil Caliph)
Some reviews say that this is the best... the only thing its manual.. agak leceh.. I have no experience in all this, biler tanya manual so leceh la.. kan.. so its avent, but, Im having doubts with Avent as they currently takde BPA free bottles in KL. Aiyo..! However, it is the most affordable breatpump I can have now. Well, As I told Amin, I am afraid, kalau beli mahal2.. at some point, I dont produce? How leh? Bazir rite?

2)Medela Harmony - RM 249.00 (babyjaya/lil caliph)This Medela Manual Breast pump, apparently their the best breast pump... even the hospital use this brand. In Oz,NZ, USA and some European Countries. Amee used to have one, but dia kata rosak at some point. Aiyah, and said that its better to get the electric ones... Whats good about this one is that it has thi technology that stimulates the act of the actual breastfeeding tau.. so, i dunno, this one seems better than Avent, dont you think?

3) Medela Mini Electric - RM 449 (lil caliph/babyjaya), RM 404.10 (mybbstore)
This is a single type only its battery operated hand held breast pump.. So tak payah la pakai tangan cam the manual type kan? Pakai AA type battery pun dah ok jer. Hm, from the description, like so so jer, pakai manual pun ok... hmm I dunno now.. 

4) Medela Swing - RM 768 (lil caliph/babyjaya/mybbstore)
This one pulak looks good.. still on the expensive side.. but, only this its a single breastpump la kan.. Hehe.. see how confuse I am... ? 

5) Medela Pump In Style - RM 1,688 (lil caliph/babyjaya) 
Wohoo... this is the best breast pump la kira nya.. hehe.. lihatla harganya! Tak dapat jack! 

For now, Im still so semangat to breastfeed, padahal I hear so many advices to just sabar and yada yada.. coz, its not easy as we see... kena let the baby latch and depress for now expressing suma kan.. hehe.. tu jer la yg buat me think that its not worth it to buy those RM700 punya kind.. padahal tu yg works best.. aiyakk..! And then, kena ingat, after 2 months, I got to back to work.. and u know, how i work kan? Ceshh! 

Y my grandmas dulu selamber bomba dorang jer kan... rasanya cam tak susah utk dorang kan?