true

u know...

i wrote a pretty long entry just now...
about how unfair life is...
and about the things that i hate about myself. about not able to express what i truly feel. afraid that i might hurt others and/or hurt myself with what ppl might say or do to me.

pastu i dah start 'mengarut' pasal byk menda... and i delete balik... coz some would get me into trouble kalau i ckp... so... mmg takleh hilang la tu... i just cant express myself. i hide my true feelings kan?

and this is my blog?!! cesh!!