Birthday Wishlist :P

Is it too early now? Hahaha. Oh well. U gotta start early, coz this time, its EXPENSIVE!

Here it is....

COACH Poppy Spotlight Sequin Bag!!

Oh it's so so pretty.

I never liked COACH bags- never. Just too much branding lah, 'C' bersepah. I dun like that kindda bag that shows too much of its brand. A simple bag would be nice. Simple but stylo of coz. But this time, ada funky gak sekali. Aww! Suka!

One day, I went to a COACH shop with mom, I saw the bag and straight away fell in love with it. So lawa. Looks perfect for me. Aceh. Yah.

I like the black one. Suka sebab dia bersequin, boleh carry kat shoulder and lengan, that COACH keychain thingy that comes along with it. I dunno, I just like it! My kind of bag.

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U can also see this bag being worn in one or two episodes of Gossip Girl. I just found out, oh lovely! Click here.

Sambil ber blog ni, I pun Google la about this soon-to-be-mine bag nih. Haha. And I think OMG-It comes in pink too!!

Wow, wee!

I want this please.

Oh, the price is USD 398 = MYR 1,269.02!

:)

Cheaper leh, last year was around Rm1.7K. Cheap cheap pun, belum mampu nak beli lagi. hehe.

Itulah namanya wishlist. Angan2 mulanya. Impian. Hehe.

I love this!

Yeah, I was just on the internet I found this site for VINTAGE wallpaper for BLOGS!

I've been gila for vintage designs, but dulu Malaysia mana ada jual barang2 camtu sgt. Kalau ada pun sure la mahal.

Now, TJ is decorating her room with Black & White Vintage patterns... MY GOD! Giler lawa and so so menaikkaaannn semangat i. haha..

So here, my new background <3 it!

Al Fatihah

An old friend from high school just passed away last Thursday nite. I was really shocked and speechless. Honestly, still am. I think about him all the time.

Just 15mins before I got the news, I was informed by another friend about Arwah's condition. I so wanted to be there at the hospital but, sadly it was already late for me to go alone. So I tot, takper la just go esok pagi. I guess, were'nt meant to be.

He was loved and missed by all of us who knew him.

Indeed, True wat Bibi said- "I rasa among the guys in our class he's the most genuine and true"

Dia sgt baik hati. Sangat kisah and sayang all his frens.

Was there for me alot of times. Be it la, apa saja. Mostly cintan cintun cases la. He can be serious too, and just straight tell to my face whatever he was thinking. His jokes mmg tak kering gusi. I hope I was there whenever he needed me too.

The last time I met him was 5 years back, Oh gosh! Lama giler.. that was a reunion dinner thingy and we got the chance to talk just the two us.

Rest in Peace, Dear Ari Kamal. I will never for get you.

Semoga rohnya dicucuri Rahmat.

Happy BIRTHDAY Daddy & Baby

Yeah, today is Amin's 29th birthday.. and for the first time he now celebrates his birthday with his baby, who also turns 10months old, today! Nice huh?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, to both my boys! Mommy <3>

• he 'talks' alot. word I cant even pronounce.. baby talk to lah.
• we think that he dah over his baby stage > going to toddler kind
• he dance- gelengkan kepala so laju, means that he's dancing- to songs that he likes.
• gelengkan kepala also means he's done with his foodie. He knows when to stop. When kenyang lah.
• he's very mengada nowadays, showing his temper when things dont go his way. (Baru je sgt nih, before ni takde sampai macam nih) Rayyan will melenting ke belakang, aiyoh.
• Ever since sakit, he no longer wants his puting. Yeay, good job baby!
• Blankie ada or takde like no difference only. Can sleep without it.
• He can walk, with the walker- supported. Or while pegang our hands, wah laju sungguh.
• Diri on his own, even unsupported will both hands holding a cup or sumthing.
• LOVES Elmo, Cookie Monster and watch Sesame Street during his meals.
• Started to eat other that fish, STILL is a fan of salmon. Eat meat and chicken. With carrot, celery, potato & spinach.
• Oh, he eats banana and apple is still his fave fruit!
• Drinks plain water, yeay! Milo too, but tak byk, I give him only 5 tea spoon during breakfast. He looks like he likes it. So yeay!
• 100% breastmilk. Alhamdulillah. Tho not as much as dulu, of course but still regular.
• Ask him "Where's the fan, Rayyan?", he'll look up at the ceiling and point to you the fan. Even if you ask him "Where's Daddy? Daddy pun tergantung kat ceiling :P
• He get it when we say no, look back at us and hold back. After 10 seconds, buat je balik... either when we are still looking or not. Hahah, we think he has a problem of controling himself! hahaha. He knows its wrong, nakk jugaaaakk..
• Rambut pun dah makin byk jugak. Hehe. I will not cut his hair....! haha.. so dont bother telling me to ok? TQ.
• Ohhh gigi dah nampak dah now. 2 ketul kat bahagian bawah. The right one yg plg obvious, mendahului.
• Merangkak mmg dah sgt laju. skang style merangkak sambil mop lantai. Not the real mop la, the japanese wipe tu kan, so he will bring that and mop la mana dia lalu. Mmg comel!
• Ada love hate relationship ngan Vacum, suka tapi takut. Mula2 takut la, menjerit n merangkak laju bagai. Tak lama lepas tu, dia pun datang pusing2 round the vacuum.
• Has been sleeping in his own cot now. Ceh, tak habis2 kan? Hehe... but I'm doing it wrong. I only put him there masa dia tgh tido, next cabaran is to do it at least when he's half asleep. Baru la jadi. So more space for both of us. Hehe, he's getting bigger and yes, I miss sleeping with him!
• Still nak susu in the middle of the night. Kasi lagi, kesian.
• Loves Cats too, but too bad he cant play with the cats. Cats pun tak layan dia. Sian baby.

Oh, lets do the 9th Month as well. I missed that coz we were pretty tired from being at the hospital and just not in the mood to update.

• Can stand on his own two feet, supported.
• Lost alot of weight when he was sick.
• Dapat rasa 2 gigi nak tumbuh serentak, a few days lepas nak balik from hospital.
• Not eating much coz suma pun cam tak rasa best dah.
• But start makan byk lepas keluar saja dr hospital
• Eating variety, kacang je takleh sbb trigger batuk dia.
• still on fully breastmilk

Ohhh pengsan!

Saje nak tunjuk ini adalah wallpaper terbaru I... hahaha.. kemaruk kalah budak teenager!

Amin came to my office, and I showed this to him... he said "Ohh, patut la selalu marah kat I jer" hahahah apakah motif nya kan dia berkata begitu? I marah sebab salah dia sendiri...haha Yg penting dia tak jeles dah camna he used to be jeles ngan Zahi*, Jude Law, Afdli* dan lain2.. hahah itu yg penting! hehe TQ bie

Takyah citer banyak, here is the wallpaper... semangat den nak kerjo... hehe

aduh duhh duhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

Happy 8th Months

Yeah, Rayyan turned 8th month, a few days back. Sadly time ni dia masih lagi sakit.

Milestone :-

1) Dah boleh diri dengan stable. Masih berpegang ngan railing - sekali sekala datang konpiden dia akan lepaskan tangan. Wah.

2) He can clap his hands! Wee!

3) Masih lagi fully breastfeed. Alhamdulillah.

4) He likes to say - "Ka-ka" "Bah-bah" and when you it with him - lagi dia suka.

5) Getting susah nak tido, but now he prefers to tido meniarap.

6) Merangkak mmg dah laju je. Jalan perjalanan.

7) Suka tgk Sesame Street - Elmo & Cookie Monster are his fave characters. Suka jugak the Little Einsteins and top fave masih lagi Pocoyo.

8) Suka 'berkemas'. Lagi2 la kalau bakul penuh dengan baju. Wah. Favourite. Suma nak kasi keluarkan.

8) Since pergi nursery, sampai je rumah mmg tak nak lepas. I had to mandi kambing je. Huhu. Pastu nak berkepit sampai la kitaorg mmg tido awal.

9) Puting dah tak suka sgt dah since dia batuk and all. Refuse puting. Good also lah.

10) When I visit him during lunch time, VERY excited to see me. Tapi bukan nak susu sgt, nak main je lebih.

11) Tangan & kaki sgt cpt nak mencapai. Kuat pulak tu. My my my.

Flue, Fever & Cough

It staterd early Thursday morning. Had Bud and Atok (haha) to teman us jumpa doctor. Then it was nothing serious, Rayyan's cough was mild - dry.

I applied for EL immediately, approved and no way I was gonna send him to the nursery.

Its been 4 days, nuthing changed. Now his cough- phlegm. Fever as high as 39C. It will cool down biler kasi ubat and datang balik after 4hours or so.

Dah mula nak jangkit. I wasnt feeling well since Friday. Kuat btul jangkitan ni. But masa siang tu dia dah aktif cam biasa. Actually hari2 pun aktif tp temp sgt high. And the cough makin kuat je.

Tadi g SJMC, baru la dia skang ni tgh lena tido. Batuk masih ada. Dia kena buat nebulizer, I was holding him - boleh pulak hidu skit2 yg terlepas tu.. haha. mak pun dah tak sihat. It was so bad for him. Nangis whole time. At first ok, yes, Rayyan jgn di tegur. Opposite jadinya. The nurse went "Wahh, good boy lah dia!" Hmmm straight tukar...! hehe

Buat blood test jugak, cucuk tang jari. Cried. Sian. Byk sgt menda torture kena wat at one go. Sampai je dlm keta terus dia tido. We waited for an hour inside the car for the blood test result. Nak tentukan if he needs antibiotic or not.

An hour later, masa ni Dad sorang je pegi amik result, ubat and yada yada. Rayyan woke up. Sian dia struggle nak dpt position yang comfortable. Kasi susu-batuk-and blueekk! On me. Yes. Sgt kesian, Him of coz. Dgn muntah tu harap lega la dia.

Sedihnya they had to kasi the antibiotic. 5 days. Hope he will get better soon. Insya-Allah. It just breaks our hearts to see that way.

Asthmatic mommy nih sgt paham rasa kesakitan di dada. Esp for a lil kid like that.

So esok, cuti lagi. Tak sanggup nak tinggalkan kat nursery. Dad pun akan cuti. 2 baby dia sakit. Hehe.

Its tiring - and im not complaining. Whatever I can to make my lil boy feel better. :)