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Wednesday, November 28
condolence
Firstly, Amin and I would like to express our deepest & heartfelt condolences to our beloved friend, Adrina, Imran and their family for the loss of her husband on the 17th November 2007.
Dear Ad,
You know that we all love and will be there for you whenever you are in need. It is very shocking, but have the strenght, my dear.
Though nothing can bring back the hour
of splendor in the grass, of glory in the flower,
We will grieve not, rather find
Strength in what remains behind.
—William Wordsworth
LOVE!
Sunday, October 28
I hate myself.
but, I haf a good news!
Marina just smsed me to informed that Kak Ida (from HEADWAY) had just delivered her baby. and its a GIRL! She has 02 boys already, was a bit bumped when her tukang urut told her it might be a boy. aiyak..! hehe.. and she said, if its going to be a girl, she wants to name her Narisha. Coz lemah lembut. Uweekkk!! hahaha...
And since my name has no meaning she wants to put Nur ke Nurul infront of it. Aiyak... lets see how lah...
hehe
Congrats to her!
and Selamat Hari Raya to all of u...
its been so long tak update. I seriously haf no time. This new workplace is crazy i tell ya! The amount of things i haf to do, crazy. Until to the point that i had to tell the receptionist to ignore my calls. hehe. tell the clients im dead. :P
all the stress, makes me want to break down alot of times dah. I did once. Infront of Ad. In her office. mak aih. she must haf terkejut besar.
Btw, How was Raya? mine was not too bad. Sad that i dun haf the chance to raya with any of my grandparents anymore.
But yg bestnya... I slept at my mom's place. We celebrated Raya as a family. well, pagi Raya dekat umah sendiri. Gave my parents and my bro angpow. Mom cooked Rendang. I still craze for rendang.
Then went to ss2 to celebrate my Raya there. Goodie that the Ks family ada kat sana. lepaked there fer awhile. and first time kasi duit raya to my lil nieces and nephews. hehe. best jer.
Pastu, this year after dah lama sgt, pegi Tmn Tun utk Raya. masyallah. Tak pernah ok, that i slept petang Raya. dah la sedap sgt tido itew.
Later in the evening went back to ss2 and lepaked and makan lagi. I cannot stop la from rendang ayam and ketupat. kalau ada depan mata skang pun nak makan jer. Tgk dat fenomena Zahid tu. heh. It was good.
Missing Alia & family + Tina and family. The kecoh families not around, rasa sunyi wo! hehe. got to wishing2 and salam2 thru Skype with them. I mean Alia's family.
The boys, made plans. Nak gi pancing la apa la. u know, every year shud make SS2 Raya style kan. That nite, we went to watch Resident Evil 3. It was good. Pastu layan plak steak kat Uptown malam Raya. boleh?
The next day, bertolak ke Segamat. Came back the next day.
So my raya very the bore kan?
Hoping that next year would be better but then, I will haf to Raya in Segamat 1st. hurmph. So rindu family lagi teruk nanti ok. Lets hope my cousins will wait for me to do our ss2 style raya.
ok ok, im craping.
I feel so suicidal. But, thats never the answer and solution for anything rite?
Thinking to turn back time, thats impossible.
I want to be alone, but i want to haf ppl around me at the same time gak.
IM MAKING MYSELF CONFUSE.
* I hate myself. I want to die* -Kurt Cobain
Allah, give the strength.
Saturday, September 29
tag habits
The Rules:
1. Each blogger must post these rules first.
2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’ve tagged, and to read your blog.
1. As this is wat i am famous for, so its number 1 in the list. being LATE. no matter how much i tried, i cant never be on time.
2. Everytime i see numbers in front of me, i'll add them up. Like while driving, I will add up the numbers on the car's registration plate that is in front of me. For example NAR 1584 = 1 + 5 +8 + 4 = 18. kalau jam, i can do other cars sampai dah tak nampak number dia dah. Or the roadsigns, i'll bahgi the numbers. SS2 is the best area. Everytime i see like this : Jalan SS2/76 = 39 is wat i get.
3. i have difficulties in terms of makan. im not adventurous at all. and so, my friends, parents and even Amin agak tension with this thing that i haf. I dun eat Sushi but love other japanese food, STEAMBOAT (yg ni suma pun paling bengang!), wait, I dont eat most of the stuff that all of u are enjoying. I only enjoy stuff at home. So i prefer to cook. poyo i know, shoot me!
4. I dont spend alot. If theres sumthing that i like, i'll buy it (or get someone to buy for me haha) and i'll stick to it till its completely out of function. If i realy like it, i'll go repair. for example, my fave bronze wedges. bought it for almost a year. i think it doesnt like me, selalu rosak, cabut and wat not. i'll never give up to send it to the cobbler.
5. When i was dating, hmm.. skooldays la nih. I will never call my bf. If la nak call pun, i will tell them that i will call them at specific time and to wait for my call. If other than them yg jawab, MOST of the time i will just hang up. I hate it, cos some mothers or sisters can be rude. so, if they want to talk to me, they'll call me.
6. i dont like to wear make up. i dun like to wear girlie clothes. but I haf to! uwa! i'd rather go out with my natural hot look haha nad with jeans and tshirt.
7. I dont haf even a lil talent, ears and voice to sing. I cant sing at all. out of tune. but, i love to watch live performance. i admire ppl who can sing.
8. Right now, my temper is going bad. real bad. some cant get the fact that I CAN be a bitch too. when u crossed the line baby, i'll be super bitch.
thats it!
im tagging Jess, Selena, Farah & Afdlin Shauki :P
Wednesday, September 12
name n title



POYO kan? :P ok la, i got to hang my bajus. im on MC today. nak gi beli nasi lemak BP. woot woot! hehe
bye babes!
Monday, August 20
Convo Pix!
ok, 1stly i wanna wish Pat a HAPPY 26th Birthday! kali ni dia akan wat party utk kita kan? hehe.. wishing u all the best, paaaatt! lovE!
13th August ari tu, was my graduation day. it was so emotional one for me. tried to hide it as much as i can. :P
the nite before, we both slept at my parents place. so, it was easier and we can only bring 1 car in - 1 sticker oni they gave. stup, kan? did alot of things before we went there. i got my haircut and picked up my robe.
we slept kindda late, takleh tido was tired the whole time and also excited gak kot. tried to pakai baju2 nikah and tunang. ketat i tell u! im putting alot of weight tau tak! ishh.. tapi nasib baik still muat. so nasib la kan.
we got up quite late, i mean enuff time la. Abah, Mom, Amin and I went in by 1 car. well, only cars with stickers can masuk. Rite when we got there, i think i got panicked or sumthing. i cant tahan but to go pangsai! heheh.. i did. then terus line up to the dewan. first we had to test our smart card for the final time so it wudnt go rosak in the middle of the ceremony.
before masuk dewan, sempat lagi salam2 with my parents and amin. hehe.
Luckily, i got to seat not too far from the stage. so, tak lama la to wait for my turn. pastu, biler my turn dah start, i got all nervous. takut jatuh ker..things like that. but luckily it didnt happened. However, Tun Hasmah wished me "Congratulations Narisha!" woo hooo!!! well, i said thank you la balik. as i walked on the stage to the stairs, i saw one of my lecturers, Ms Neo Mai, the best lecturer i tell ya! she's so understanding and knows wat shes doing. unlike some :P. as i walked, i saw her and she smile happily and gave me 2 thimbs up! heheh.. i cant believe she still remembers me. :)
then masa nak jalan to my seat, tak sangka pulak, my parents was seating kat row i akan jalan. they waved and my dad sibuk adjust camera to take my picture while tgh jalan. haha. both of them angkat tangan to hi-five! hehe.
Quite bosan tunggu till habis coz on that day ada 2 faculty, 1-Faculty Creative Multimedia, 2- Facultu Information Technology and another one is for diploma holders.
All the time in the hall i was crying. it was a very emotional for me. haha. that, i have finally made my parents very proud. huhu. :P and also, they were showing all hese old pics of mmu and made me seriously RINDU my days there. all in all, i just CANT BELIEVE, I MADE IT! Alhamdulillah. Syukur.
It finaly ended around 1pm kot. while is in the Hall, Amin was alone outside, found a hall so he can watch the telecast. around 12pm, my aunties and cousins came.. Mak E, Auntie, Maksu, Alia, Alif and Yana. I was so happy to see them outside with flowers and everything! hehe best sgt!
Of coz, we took a few pics and then we went to Putrajaya, I forgot the name of the hotel, and we had lunch. Hotel ni best sgt. the selection of food and also the place itself. Then we all went back to MMU, for me to take more pics and the studio pic.
Lepas dah tu, had to return the robe. aiyak, so sedih lorrr..
So that was the end of my graduation day.
Very emotional day by far.
Thursday, August 9
work chase
i would like to introduce to you our new lil guy. :) his name is Chase.

=P
posing tahun 60-an
manja mode
nice eye colour kan?
here's the kakak. Zarra :) so big dah kan?
this is lil zarra when we got her.
the story : My cousin, Zahirin, as we call him Oin. Ada a fren yg nak kasi kitties, Oin took 1 for him and took one for us. At first we tot Chase was a she. hehe. tak tgk btul2 kan. We called him Jules. As in Juling. hehe. He is kan? So since he is a he, sure susah kan to haf a girl and a boy in one roof. but, cant resist la. Chase is so comel! and exactly wat we were looking for. A cat yg opposite Zarra. All black and skit2 white. He pun ada Zorro mask jugak. hehe. best la sgt. We ended up calling him Chase because, they cant stop chasing each other. hehe. comel pulak tu.
and then, here are the pics of my new office. Im now working with MECC (MATRADE Exhibition & Convention Centre). Its already been a week. Good so far. Only thing is that Im quite bored as tak byk sgt kerja. hehe. nanti dah bz baru tau kan. but, its cool la. I am gonna enjoy it here.

aiyaakk.. can see my finger abit there.
hehehe.. sorry, abit messy skit. kabut2 amik gambar when there's no one else. ohh, and the chair is so comfy. and today... i got my very first name card...!!! weeee!!!! sorry, blurry, but good oso la.. hehe
and here pulak.. picture of us in front of Mystique on my farewell party with Headway girls.. imiss them like hell! (L-R : Ita, Eera , Wan (she's not from Headway), Marina and Me)

And here pulak, 3 of us wearing ALL BLACK on that day. hehe.. tak plan pun.. taken right after lunch. with Ita and Eera.
so there la.. allof my pics... latest pun tak latest gak la.. :) me gotta go and haf a good rest now..take care y'all!
btw, my wedding peeks are up at [prettypeektures.fotopages.com]... i dun really like tho... :( have the lost their 'touch' or just plain lazy?
bye!
LOVVE
Wednesday, August 1
new
its time to update!
so, the latest news... wait lets start with sumthing better... :)
2 days ago, on Monday, i got a missed call from my sister-in-law, Lyn. I replied her call and ask la if theres anything ker, coz she seldom call.. wait, we never call each other. unless they cant get thru Amin.
She said "Bz ker? there's someone here would like to talk to you?"
she passed the fone and the person on the other end went
" Hi Sha!"
killing me softly btul...!
he asked how was i doing and all, siap jawab then only i realized it was Zahid!!! huhahahahah...
i asked where they are, and he answered sungguh sengal.. "hmmm i pun tak tau kita kat mana nih"
cesshhh!!
and today... as im typing here... bermula pekerjaan baruku... di MECC.. esok citer panjang lebar...
tak larat dgr lagu metalicca abg kat depan nih...
bye!

